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TITLE="Archive of output"><U><B>Archive of output</b></U></A></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B><IMG SRC="1404a410.jpg" border=0 width="74" height="65" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></b></div> </td> <td valign="top" height=390 BGCOLOR="#6633FF" TEXT="#080000"> <div> <B>Output</b></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <I><B>INVASIVE</b></I></div> <bR> <div> <I><B>I'm feeling wicked:</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>Like a rot you watch</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>with nervous eyes.</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>I want to spread</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>all through you,</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>find your soft and</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>gloriously delicious parts-</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>eat them raw,</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>leave you gutted</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>half way to dead.</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>I want to slide through</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>your slippery veins</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>ride your system into</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>a feverish lather,</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>watch you collapse</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>in sick surrender.</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>Will you manage to remain</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>so very fucking sexy</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>with crimson pits</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>where eyes used to be?</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>My stomach turns</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>in disgusted delight,</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>I still want to skull fuck you</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>invade every orifice tonight</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>...</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>~</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>cut eyes to the side</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>out of my peripheral vision</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>I see my own shadow</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>looming long and dark</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>it has a life all it's own:</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>it wants things</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>it wants things</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>I hear it's paper rustle</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>dry onion skin whisper</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>of it's strange desires-</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>things meant to wound.</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>It wants to hurt you.</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>Does that mean</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>I do too?</b></I></div> <bR> <div> <I><B>~</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>You're so pretty</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>like a picture in</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>a glossy magazine</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>O god, gorgeous</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>I want to touch</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>that perfect pout</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>and ruin it's symmetry</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>with a vicious bite</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>I want nothing more</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>than to destroy</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>to make you like</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>the average rest</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>to break your nose</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>not once, or twice</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>but three times</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>to totall smash those</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>elegant lines</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>scar the smooth skin</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>with a jagged edge</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>of rusted revenge</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>against what nature</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>abitrarily bestowed on you</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>how lucky will you feel</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>carved up like slaughter cow?</b></I></div> <bR> <div> <I><B>~</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>beauty death culture</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>more bloody raw</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>than dark alley rape</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>invades every pore</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>kills us inside</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>but</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>plastic molded outsides</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>remain</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>posed so prettily</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>will you hate me</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>more than I hate myself?</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>you remind me I'm ugly</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>but I never forgot it</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>and why the fuck </b></I></div> <div> <I><B>do you care anyway?</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>shiny models whoring</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>down the runway</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>cover girls quench that</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>thirst for skeleton porn</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>I'd like to splash them</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>all with acid so they</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>can feel like I feel</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>hate like I hate</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>live the lives of the rejected</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>and die the deaths of</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>the rest of us.</b></I></div> <bR> <div> <I><B>~</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>who can eat</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>with a stomach</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>full of empty greed?</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>never ending hunger</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>for what can't be consumed</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>I'll eat my heart out</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>instead.</b></I></div> <bR> <bR> </td> </tr></table></body>